Desire

I'm out of coffee! There is no coffee in the house in any shape, manner or form and I'm finding it hard to think of anything else. Physically I'm ok with it--I've hardly had any caffeine since I was sick last week and I've coped fine. Yesterday I ran out of real coffee and used decaff for my morning brew and that was fine too. I planned to top up my supplies at the supermarket on my way home, but forgot and then I just couldn't bring myself to go out again. I promised myself a stop at a local cafe on my way to the shops this morning. That's still the plan, but I'm dismayed at how much the lack of coffee is dominating my thinking. There are so many more important things in life; there are textile projects galore to think about, but no, my brain is fixed on what it can't have right now! I think I'm going to have to go with the reality of my fixation and make that cafe trip the priority for the morning. Then I'll think about my plans for the day.